Chii Chu's Den

X______<

2005-03-04T02:28:00.000-07:00

Thats it!! I quit my stupid Xanga! Those girls are pissing me off and I don't look so pretty when I'm pissed. I would be pissed off at Nikki for having such ...ergg....I'm not going to call them names and stoop to their level. I dont give a crack head anymore if she does friggin want to be my friend or not.If she cares more about her online friend besides the ones she sees in person then let her

Hrmm///

2005-02-16T12:53:00.000-07:00

I'll probably ...http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v521/nakishi/kitty_with_kitty_in_the_snow.jpghttp://img.photobucket.com/albums/v521/nakishi/15ziqb.gifhttp://img.photobucket.com/albums/v521/nakishi/mreaglgfxehi.jpgYou are Chiyo-chan! Everyone likes you, for somereason or another. You're mature for your age,and you are extremely smart. You are also ahard worker, and often help your

T_______T

2005-02-13T01:21:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna miss this weird thing. Even though its not pretty,I still like it...now...I'll have to start writing on paper...my ugly writing. Haha...What to do...hmm...Well,i never really had a big impact on a person online. Ch-like it really matters...Anywho...I got a grad dress today...Red and really long. Now I have to find some heels...why me? I dont want to wear a dress to school...elementary

Febuary 12,2005

2005-02-12T00:39:00.000-07:00

Hmmm....Bakas..those idiots at school were sasying Nikki and I were looking at hentai,but its manga! >.< annoys me quite a bit,but I shouldnt care.Anyway if anyone has a account in animemusicvideos.org look up Pianos,the first person on the list. He likes romantic anime so most of it his amvs are romantic. He's cool...even though I never talked to him...and Hes Japanese! thats hot.elloHay

Febuary 9,2004

2005-02-09T23:45:00.000-07:00

O.o XD .-. Hu--I'm in the mood to do shakespear...again. XD Last night was so stupid!! More like hilarious. "Spring is a time of love and genlteness.(or something like that) The rooster is known to be peaceful and couragous." LOL!!! OMG...that was the best...heee...Damn that politic lady was really something...man she was so idiotic. She only based her speech on making edomnton a better place.

Picture...

2005-01-29T02:24:00.000-07:00

Wah...O.O I got a kiss today..it was odd..very odd. Maybe it was in my head or maybe not...maybe...hu. I love this picture!!! http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v521/nakishi/Phantom-005.jpg too bad the stupid blog thing won't let me do it....>.> I thought it looked very nice...she's sexy.. ^^ And I never really looked at star ocean 3, Fayt,Nel,Maria and that other girl are hot!! ahhh....So shexy..

(Thursday,January 20,2005) Love and Lies.

2005-01-20T22:56:00.000-07:00

(chuu....At least I got to do one decent thing today which was talk to Jon and hang out with my friends. Can't really think of anything because I'm bored,but I'll write about what the topic says,been wanting to write it for awhile now.I hope its good enough to read.) "Your stupid,ugly...etc" thats what some people usually say right? Well,I think it's stupid,or the person saying it about someone

Surprising...

2005-01-15T02:00:00.000-07:00

Wow...my entries have gone downhill since I started to have my time on the computer shortened. Most of them really are...unbearable to see...pretty much useless information,its not like one bad day is going to change the rest of my life. ....Bad me...I guess I'm going to try to edit my old entries or delete them. And I've changed my scheldule thingy for being online,I'll try to be online every

Hu...

2005-01-14T21:20:00.000-07:00

I made a new hotmail,yahoo,two new gaia accounts...even though I'm not supposed too.... So its been really confusing,from changing to two accounts to five for gaia and some other new acoounts too....This totally sucks. Maybe I should of gotten them one by one instead of all of them at once. I've been bummed out lately...And I miss someone. I'm not really sure if I want to talk to them sometimes,

January 11,2004

2005-01-11T21:52:00.000-07:00

I know this won't...might not mean anything tomorrow(which would be today I suppose) but I don't really care right now. I was surprised when I saw Anthony from grade 4...I haven't seen him for 3-4 years now. He used to be my elementary crush. For like ...awhile but not really long(forgot how long I liked him):P Oh well,it doesn't look like he's changed much except that he's taller and a bit more

January,2 2004

2005-01-02T04:09:00.000-07:00

I had a strange dream... But me and my mom were there...looking at the sky. It looked as though we could see nebulas and stuff...like shottong stars. I had it,and didn't want to leave... Odd isn't it? I saw them but she couldn't...I just kept showing her but she couldn't see them.So yeah. Anyway I think this is funny. you are a great friend but no one want to make youanger. please vote what

2005-01-01T01:28:00.000-07:00

Current song:Yellowcard,Everywhere. Yay...no,not yay..Its been another year and I havent done anything successful. Pretty useless. So useless... Why won't I just have one mood,for the rest of the year?I won't scare anyone...I hope. It'll be like a mask. I want to be left alone sometimes...so I can cry... Ha,I'm a moody person...I wonder how people can handle my mood swings... I'm sorry,for

^_______^

2004-12-30T23:16:00.000-07:00

I Love it! Haha...."I love you,I love you" Haha....XD Funny egg. Go here to watch it: http://www.jokefrog.com/flash/i-love-egg.shtml Anyway,might as well write what I'm doing or whatever. I don't know but I'm physched(sp?) out about tomorrow (December 31). There's going to be anime on from 6 pm to 6 am in the morning on Saturday. Wheee!!! ^-^ Happy,happy,happyful. I also think I'm getting

December 29,2004.

2004-12-28T19:04:00.000-07:00

Haha,I love it when Kel is hyper.It makes me laugh and happy. Well,most of the times . ^-^; Sometimes I wonder if she's high....XD Funnyful. I want to give away presents because I--well I don't know. I just want to. ^-^ It would feel better to give than recieve. ^-^ So now that my mom left for her so called "vacation" as I like to call it. The enviroment at my home as become...chaos. Its kind of

December 28,2004

2004-12-28T05:24:00.000-07:00

Current time: 5:24 am Song @ the moment: I'll do anything by Simple Plan Yuppers,I dislike Christmas...Luckily its over now I can be the same old me,boring,plain and just plain creepy. I've waited for a while now...just to talk to you but you don't seem to be on,but when you are its like something is stoping me from talking to you,thats why when I do see you log on I can't go click,click on

December 25,2004

2004-12-25T04:15:00.000-07:00

Time:Unknown You know what? I know I'm going to regret some things in life,but I've been thinking about some stuff... Like,Suicidals and cutting...well,not really cutting. :P Well,I was thinking... If We cut ourselves (which I hope you don't), or suicidals do that to themselves,then aren't we really just cutting they're body up just for them to forget and/or feel pain? I know that human bodies

December 25,2004

2004-12-25T04:02:00.000-07:00

Time: 4 am Today's Christmas right? I'm not really sure but I hope it is...Too bad I won't be spending it with anyone I like...well there is my family members..but thats not alot of fun now is it. ^-^ I think it would be fine if I did or didn't spend time with them because I'll end up spending A LOT of time even if I want to or not. I feel sick...I ate this really bitter stuff..plant thing or

December 22,2004

2004-12-22T10:39:00.000-07:00

Wheee....! ^-^ Its the.... I think...the 5th day since Christmas break.I'm so happy. Not only did I get a manga of Toyko Mew Mew,I also went to my first hockey game,against the Road Runners and Bulldogs. I don't play but I watch it. Haha,they were beating each other...on the ice. Personally I think its boring to go to those...unless they start beating each other up. I felt so bad afterwards

Saikano

2004-12-08T09:17:00.000-07:00

Saikana... ^-^ What a awesome Anime! I heard that it's better than Voices Of A Distant star...I haven't watched it yet but it looks pretty good. Yup,got to watch it! Hahaha...*sweatdrop* This is just a reminder for me...^-^;

Bored...(November 7,2004)

2004-12-07T13:47:00.000-07:00

I'm soo bored right now... And...Yeah..Just bored...Won't be on anymore I suppose. Too much homework and I keep on procrastinating...Which is bad.*Sighs* Everything right now bores more...And A stupid social Project is pissing me off. We have to raise money for our graduation...I hope I don't have to wear a dress...>.<;

Quizzy...

2004-11-15T10:19:00.000-07:00

01. Who are you? 02. Are we friends? 03. When and how did we meet? 04. Do you have a crush on me? 05. Would you kiss me? 06. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 07. Describe me in one word. 08. What was your first impression? 09. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you

November 2,2004

2004-11-02T13:38:00.000-07:00

*writes in a unenthusiastic voice* ...Hi. Welcome,its been a while hasnt it. Thats not a question. Its a statement,and I'm talking to myself. I dont want to hear anyone's opinion about what I have to say,I just want to hate you all... I hate you. a strong word,yes. And yet suitable for me. Haha,I hate you and you...And you,dear reader. Tell me you hate me and I'll hate you,even if you don't I

November 1,2004

2004-11-01T14:19:00.000-07:00

*sighs* My day has been pretty bad,since being tired from trick-or-treating..I know I'm 14 yet I still act like a kid..*holds hand up in front of her and jumps back from you* But! I guess its still good to be young still! ^-^ *laughs* Not so bad I suppose..hehe..^-^ Well,I'm suppose that I shouldn't complain about my life so far,besides the huge pile of homework and pressure on me this year.. :P

...Thought for the mind...(October 21,2004)

2004-10-21T13:36:00.001-06:00

I've been thinking lately, about a lot of things...Things that I would like to do but are impossible to do...but the one thing that I desire sometimes..more like usually.This is one thing that has driven me to actually like the same gender..I might say that I hate guys but I do...not really I suppose..If I hate men,then how come my head is sometimes filled with hopes of find one.. Anyway..

...Thought for the mind...(October 21,2004)

2004-10-21T13:36:00.000-06:00

October 5,2004

2004-10-05T20:01:00.000-06:00

Konnichiwa! How are You? Today was ok... I know. It must sound pretty boring but it wasn't especially for the beginning of the week..well kind of.I was angry again at Kel and Nikki,but more at myself..I guess its my fault.It always is,its my fault for having such bad luck,saying things at the wrong moment and being a perfectionist...etc.Thats why I was so frusturated on Friday...I bet I have so

September 29,2004

2004-09-29T15:43:00.000-06:00

I'm glad..At least someone agrees with me!^-^ I Wonder why school has been so difficult lately...I guess because of the stdents and the remaining places that are open for newer students to master the art of whatever they're learning....I'm Pretty happy today,Not only Have I had nothing bad happen but I'm learning more than usual.On My last quiz(which was last week) I got 34/44 on a math quiz,for

Change of Heart...

2004-09-27T13:44:00.000-06:00

You know the Topic "Turining Lesbian"? Well...Since I have been thinking about being Lesbian then why not try it out?Hahaha..I'm kidding,but I am still Bi(darn guys...always so stupid) *Note to anyone that wants to be reassured* Being Bi Or lesbian isn't a bad thing,in fact I bet Its pretty good.You get to experience lots of stuff that straight people wouldn't,such as kissing another female...

A New Thought For this blog....

2004-09-25T17:25:00.000-06:00

You know..I've always thought that a blog/diary would be great to have since I think quite a bit..more like alot..BUt since No one's on anymore and there's nothing to do..I'm thinking that I should just stop blogging..Instead I should practice what I'm pretty good at,drawing... So yeah.I won't be blogging much afterall.I'll stop by once in a while to blog but that's all...^-^

Turning Lesbian...

2004-09-23T17:33:00.000-06:00

I've decided to become...Lesbain.Yes I know this will be new so...Haha!! Just Kidding! I won't have to go to the extreame measure to be lesbain.^-^ The thing that I'm missing in life is a strong will. Yesh,thats what I'm missing right now,too bad though..I'm gonna have trouble getting that.The sucky thing is that everyone online is dissappearing,No longer online..*sigh* that sucks. I miss Jon! *

What I remembered...Angle or What would be "hot" for me?

2004-09-22T16:20:00.000-06:00

You see..I have this belief that theres a guardian Angle watching me... I would make my vision of them look funny,playing around with the hair and eyes...But I knew what vision I wanted when I didn't want to play around anymore..Its odd.. I Imagined them having short brown hair,and a warm smile..And a somewhat soothing voice..I'm not sure If I want him to have green,blue of brown eyes..I didn't

September 22,2004

2004-09-22T16:01:00.000-06:00

I'm pretty frusturated at these guys at school..it hasn't been the best day today and I have a illness..I'm not sure what though..*anime sweatdrop* Everything was ok through most of the day,except when complementary courses came."Art,Yay!" I thought..but..I was wrong not only did I have trouble drawing today but I also got on someone's nerves and was told to f*** off.I didn't do anything to them

Bad thing..>.<

2004-09-20T16:26:00.000-06:00

The bad thing about me right now...Is that I've gone to be obsessive.. I think so..And besides that..I think I've become a rude/mean,b****..*nods* yup..but people say I'm not..>.< I mean it!! I've become really,really mean..And..I think I'm gonna annoy the h*** out of Jon and you guy..>.<

My First Boyfriend which was online...

2004-09-20T14:28:00.000-06:00

Love Can be one of the most enchanting thing in your life,it depends on who you spend it with though... Such as your partner or Family...Love Can be in so many forms and can be where you least suspect it. Yes...Love.. The Consequences of having this ability..this ability to "love" is also painful..The person you want/like may reject/decline your feelings for them.You may fall in "love" so fast

Monday,September 20 2004 And My weekend.

2004-09-20T14:12:00.000-06:00

My weekend has been horrible..and frusturating.. The only thing I want to do right now is to bang my head into a wall..No I don't have a headache if your think I do. I'm...really bummed out..For my own reasons..But Still all is well..No matter what. ^-^ I know everything will turn out well.. Another thing about my weekend is that I actually had the chance to drink a little bit....It wasn't that

Boyfriends and Flirting....

2004-09-20T13:59:00.000-06:00

Flirting....A way to send a signal to the person you like... Yup.I think its good and bad. ^-^ But I personally haven't even tried it so I wouldn't know. How do you flirt anyway? I've asked people but they don't give me good enough examples..Or at least something that I would like or would fit me and my personality.. I know what sex appeal would look like...but never flirting..I think my friends

Stupid/Funny/annoying songs from childhood stories or commericals(for fun)..

2004-09-15T16:36:00.000-06:00

You now those songs..... The ones from stories...^-^ Take a guess at what they are...come on,guess! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Ok..they're.... . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . D _ Y _ u k n _ _ t _ e _ u f f _ _ m _ _? . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . R_ _,R_ _,A_ F_ _ _ A_ Y_ _ C_n,Y _ _ C _ _'t _at_ _ M _ I'm t _ _ G _ _ _ e r _ r _ _ _ m _ n! . . . . . . . . N _ _ h o, _ a

Trouble with life and halloween costume...(Don't read,caution!! I'm just blabbering/complaining)

2004-09-15T16:13:00.000-06:00

Wednesday,September 15,2004 Well...I'm finally able to check my blog out,and take a peek at Jon's,which is good by the way..^-^ And life has been a total drag,with all the boring.."Now here's the booklet for your social,make notes in it and finish it by tomorrow" (the booklet has 5 pages and you have to look for information on geographic form,while making some assumptions on other things like

Monday,September 13,2004

2004-09-13T17:11:00.000-06:00

Hm..Well,My love life is going down hill,I've been loaded with homework and I think I'm gonna be suspended... Yup,isn't life just a piece of cake? *sigh* what bad luck I have..First my friend is mad at me then the guy I like ignores me and....Now,I'm just empty. not like dead,mummified emtpy but.. just feel cold,from the inside. Soo bad..Oh yes...I almost forgot,my index finger has gone weird on

Friday and The Oldish things...

2004-09-10T15:56:00.000-06:00

Yup,Today is Friday..And Yet I'm stuck doing nothing special at all...I'm at the library soo...yeah.XP Life right now stinks.*nods* Yeah,found out I liked the same guy as last year,named Micheal.And I still don't know what to do with these stupid feelings...Ch-Like he likes me..I was going to give him a hug after school but I chickened out when he was with his friend(s). I sometimes see him

New ..

2004-09-08T17:37:00.000-06:00

I got a new blog thing again..but Its nakishisden2..Lol..Its for my junk and I forgot to tell anyone and everyone that reads my blog.Haha..Nothing special there so you can check it out if you want but it's going to waste your time. XD

Too much...

2004-09-08T16:01:00.000-06:00

Its been pretty good since School started..It's just that the overload on homework is making me extreamly tired these days,last night I spended more than 5 hours doing all of it,until 2 am in the morning and I wasn't even done. And I guess I'm pretty bored at school,they keep yapping until it makes me sleepy. It's like "When done that step...blah bla-bla blah,blah bla bla-blah...." (Once done

New Anime

2004-09-06T11:23:00.000-06:00

Well over the summmer,I've been pretty bored..Really bored,but I got to watch One new anime to me,called Maze. Its really cool,strange and funny. I would rate it 7.5 out of 10,even though parts of it are eechi,not that eechi though. The end was kinda good..so yeah.. Hehe,I say its funny because everyone except a couple people fall in love with the main character,which is a she/he.The Princess is

Star Ocean 3 And Today..

2004-09-05T17:47:00.000-06:00

Its been a while since I blogged..yeah..*sigh* I guess I dont have as much time as I used too..which really sucks by the way..I've changed quite a bit too which also sucks...so right now,my life stinks. *nods* I guess I miss my vacation now...But at least I'm in school,not too much time left in the day to just rot away. ^-^ Anyway,two days ago(friday) My brother and My sister's boyfriend went to

Oh No...>.<

2004-09-01T03:22:00.000-06:00

Oh No,Oh no... I'm soooo dead..>.< Its 3:22 am here,and I'm not asleep..>.< hehe..*sweatdrop* hu--wish me luck if your reading this...I don't wake up till 2 pm usually... And I'm really really,non-tired...So bad... Hehe..I'll see if I can get this updated in the afternoon...If not then maybe in the evening..And if not then..then the next day..>.< ^-^ Hehe...Yuiichi..I'm not really claiming you.

Moments like these...

2004-08-30T23:42:00.000-06:00

Its fun talking to people..Especially your friends and the person you've had your eyes on for a while..They can bring happiness to your life with just one Hug or smile Or darkness with one hurtful sentence or slap...Yup.. But you know what?! I'm really happy! ^-^ >.> <.< >.< Um.... Yuiichi's mine!! *glomps protectivley* hehe...*lets go* hehe j/k.. Anyway..I really think what I wrote up there is

....Too Boring,Too Clingy Or Just At The Wrong Moment...? Maybe Something Else...?

2004-08-23T17:05:00.000-06:00

Maybe it's me....I don't know...but....Yuiichi and me...aren't best friends...Lol,It seems that I have nothing to say to him....nothing important...nothing of value. I guess that I should of known...I'm not...bah,anyway... I'm gonna take this time to..hm....well...I was going to write some bad stuff,but oh well....Anyway,shoutout to everyone....!! (I think I got it right -_-;) Hu-I can't put it

Cool !!!!

2004-08-19T05:41:00.000-06:00

Lol...This Tracy person is really something...*nods* she's really creative and funny!!!Especially her blog entries !!^-^ Lol... Interesting...Lol...she's right! I guess I should stop writing depressing things...lol,not gonna help...Hahaha...I love her!!! (well not really...I'm just interested in her)She seems very original!!! One of the most interesting person I've read online...(I mean her blog

A Sorry,And Forgiveness?

2004-08-19T05:01:00.000-06:00

Hi People!!!! Well,more like person.^-^ I'm really sorry if I did anything to anger/hurt...uh..and anything else to you!!! I just get really bummed out! Thinking too much*nods* I hope you can forgive me,And I'm extreamly sorry!!! Sorry!!! Sorry!!! Sorry!!! Sorry!!! Sorry!!! I'm really,really sorry!!!*sigh* I could go on forever about how sorry I am....so..please forgive me...?..but...I'll

Thinking....

2004-08-16T17:10:00.000-06:00

Thinking...Can it hurt to think about things on a average basis? I usually think since I have nothing to do...Or when I'm in a situation,such as overcoming a problem with my family or helping out a friend. Yup...thats me alright.... Ok...anyway... *Caution!!! Continue to read at your own risk!! This may or may not affect your view on me and my thinking...Anyway this is like...four days ago and

Friends....Or More....Unsure...

2004-08-12T17:41:00.000-06:00

I'm so...confused...I know why,but I can't really help but to ask the person who it involves..I asked the most stupidest thing today."What do you consider us as?" At first I thought that maybe I was doing the wrong thing by asking him this,and I was right. Him:"you mean our relationship?" Me:"Yes." Him:" not as g/f and b/f but soulmates" Me:"but,why do you consider us as soulmates?" Him:"because

October Chill.....

2004-08-09T22:04:00.000-06:00

I read this story yesterday And Loved it!! (besides crying) it soo sad and cute and whatever!! And Dont read it if your scared of ghosts or dislike death....or....tragic stories! . . . . . . . . . . Do You want to read it? . . . . . . . . Its very scary! . . . . . . . . . Ok then,its your fault! . . . . . I warned you!!! The worst part about dying,Emily thought,was knowing it was coming.Which

First Impression and Stars

2004-08-09T21:51:00.000-06:00

Around 3 weeks ago or something....I found a comment saying that I was stupid...I would of swore a couple times but...Its bad is it not...and Im glad that I didnt...even though I dont like that guy Tom or whatever his name is...Well anyway I was only mad for like 1 day so yeah....Nothing bad...I wonder why he was so mean to me...Talk about first impressions eh.?Well I dont like complaining....You

Thoughts Of You...

2004-08-09T18:03:00.000-06:00

Lol,Dont ask me about the title...I just heard it in a song..... Couldnt think of anything. llIay pdateuay histay henway ymay NA etsgay ixedfay.Iay antcay ecausebay ymay rotheray isay erehay,indakay mbarrasingeay. heTay itleTay oesday aysay omethingsay....Iay asway hinkingtay,hattay...onay...Iay houldntsay oundsay osay essimesticpay.....utbay Iay houldsy elltay hatway Iay eelfay,llI eepkay

Happy But Frusturated...

2004-07-31T12:12:00.000-06:00

*sigh* I'm Happy today but frusturated at the same time since I can't post up my photo... I tried two different pictures so far but the information is illegal...I don't know what they mean but I just want to post up my anime photo.... ^-^ Well! This is where you come in! You do know how to post your photo don't you..? Well if you do...I want you to help me with mine... :3 And since I don't have

Smiles...

2004-07-31T09:41:00.000-06:00

Smiles.Another way to show your'e happy but another way to hide youre true feelings.It takes practice and strenght to smile in any situation,serious or humiliating,but the hardest thing to overcome when smiling is to show no other emotion but happiness. Smile and Laugh in complete fake joy and tell them the optimistic view, for example if they ask you "don't you worry about your life at all?!"

Real Or A Game..? A view on God and a small little confesstion...

2004-07-30T12:04:00.000-06:00

Hi there! I'm going to tell you that this entry is going to be referring to God.....(even though I'm "different" as you can say) and It'll be weird.. :P Could life just be a game that we're in?Or is it a history of people coming together to keep the human race alive and thriving? I'm not really sure but since we live,breathe,move, and feel I'm guessing it can't be....If it is then what is the

Childhood Friends,Future Lover...That Revolves All Around Reality and Anime.

2004-07-30T01:13:00.000-06:00

Anime,One of the best things to watch on T.V can be upsetting sometimes...for you might envy the characters for having such a exciting and romantic life....But yours could've been just like theirs...The only things you needed were a childhood friend of the opposite gender(or the same if your...different), a great trusting relationship that can be formed into something more than just friendship

Head Over Heels

2004-07-29T19:38:00.000-06:00

Head Over Heels.....Thats Another term For people madly In Love with someone isn't it...? I'm sure it is.....but......do you know what the 5 phases are for love? I found out approiximatley 2 weeks ago.... Here they are: 1) Standing in front of the door 2)Putting your hand on the doornob 3)Opening the door 4) Going through the door and lastly... 5) Standing on the other side.. This may

The New Found,Reproduction And The Old Are Just Memories

2004-07-29T17:09:00.000-06:00

Hi... This is my first time blogging, so if you want to say mean things then please save them for newer posts that I will try to be writing through the last couple days of summer to the rest of the school year. People may forget that old memories come from past experiences that they experienced throughout their lifetime.By the time you're old and wrinkly I'd say that you would of forgotten