January 11,2004
I know this won't...might not mean anything tomorrow(which would be today I suppose) but I don't really care right now. I was surprised when I saw Anthony from grade 4...I haven't seen him for 3-4 years now. He used to be my elementary crush. For like ...awhile but not really long(forgot how long I liked him):P
Oh well,it doesn't look like he's changed much except that he's taller and a bit more chubby. :P He's gone quiet though...maybe I scare him?
I don't think he remembers me.
So...now I'm just really pissed off. I can't tell why...I know I'm pissed off though...when this happens,I usually blame it on myself. Haha, thats not good but...thats how I deal with it now-a-days. Unless you'd rather have me beat myself up in the inside and ignore you.
I ignore my friends when they talk to me when I'm pissed off at them,if I'm tired (so I don't lash out at them,but I just try to act happy which ends up being hyper.),if I'm bored (sometimes I think I ignore them,I don't mean too!) or if I just don't feel well,but when that happens I just complain.....XP I'm so useless. So yeah,another blame to add to my collection... So,yeah. I made a student in the other class cry today...I used to see her as a friend but not anymore. I didn't mind anything she did...until she said she hates me. So yeah...I'm pissed off at that still...but I don't blame her,I'm too emotional. :3
for example, (last time I spended time with her that isn't at school)
Halloween
I spended 2 hours after trick or treating (stopped trick or treating at 10 I think.) outside still,with her just because she didnt want to go home. I even walked her home... I reassured her that I'd be fine. So we sat near her house,talking for 2 hours...well,not really talking...it wasn't that quiet though.When she left, I ran home (I somewhat dislike the dark because you don't know whats hiding in it...) ..ugh...whatever....now...that was a waste of time.
She cries, Nikki,Kel and I go after her. Sees her in a corner crying blah,blah,blah.
Her words " Your not the one getting ignored 20 times a day!" or whatever.
I only ignored her once yesterday,doesn't have to make a big deal. Anyway,what kel said was more amusing thats why I laughed. And I can't listen to two people at once.
Haha,what kel said involved something being tight or something,something perverted...Haha,Kel and me always say stuff like that to laugh.
And right now... I'm listening to Sum 41- Pieces and now...Greenday - When I Come around.
I felt neglected three days ago (Monday).
Yeah,it sucks being neglected...It doesn't really matter now does it? Nothing does. I need to get offline so I don't make anyone else crazy too...
So yeah...I'll still post but you'll probably won't get to talk to me unless it's friday...or saturday in the morning. I don't feel as though I need to go online anyway...except a couple things...
To tell you the truth....I'll only be one 3 times on a month,or less now. So I suggest you stop reading my stupid entries and move on with your life.
Good luck! I really mean it.
*beep,beep,beep*
hu---...
I'm going to make a zanga...maybe.
*5 minutes later*
Ok,much better.
Pstt, this is stupid...it feels as though I'm writing to myself. Haha. I'll probably re-read it and then delete it afterwards.
So anyway,I'll just post who I like on here.
Kel
Nikki
Lou
Jon
Yeah,I'm a loser. And none of you are #1 ! Your all the same, best buds! Haha,I sound like a man right now... why must I feel like one too?! D:
I wonder...*checks if she grew a manhood* Nope! Good...the potion hasn't taken effect...
Lou! Your potion better be worth what I paid!
Because...I need it....eh Kel? *wink,wink*
Nah,if that happened I'll have my lesbian lover nikki there....*evil grin* But I guess I'm not a female anymore...maybe she won't like me!?! D: I'll make her....not....XD
Haha,Glad I'm not mutated or anything....like having that thing a guy does...
And yeah,I was really serious about the online thing... I won't be on much.
So...yeah,if you really want to talk to me. Mail me on gaia or wait for every Friday or Saturday...but I might not want to talk to you. XP
Tan
Oh well,it doesn't look like he's changed much except that he's taller and a bit more chubby. :P He's gone quiet though...maybe I scare him?
I don't think he remembers me.
So...now I'm just really pissed off. I can't tell why...I know I'm pissed off though...when this happens,I usually blame it on myself. Haha, thats not good but...thats how I deal with it now-a-days. Unless you'd rather have me beat myself up in the inside and ignore you.
I ignore my friends when they talk to me when I'm pissed off at them,if I'm tired (so I don't lash out at them,but I just try to act happy which ends up being hyper.),if I'm bored (sometimes I think I ignore them,I don't mean too!) or if I just don't feel well,but when that happens I just complain.....XP I'm so useless. So yeah,another blame to add to my collection... So,yeah. I made a student in the other class cry today...I used to see her as a friend but not anymore. I didn't mind anything she did...until she said she hates me. So yeah...I'm pissed off at that still...but I don't blame her,I'm too emotional. :3
for example, (last time I spended time with her that isn't at school)
Halloween
I spended 2 hours after trick or treating (stopped trick or treating at 10 I think.) outside still,with her just because she didnt want to go home. I even walked her home... I reassured her that I'd be fine. So we sat near her house,talking for 2 hours...well,not really talking...it wasn't that quiet though.When she left, I ran home (I somewhat dislike the dark because you don't know whats hiding in it...) ..ugh...whatever....now...that was a waste of time.
She cries, Nikki,Kel and I go after her. Sees her in a corner crying blah,blah,blah.
Her words " Your not the one getting ignored 20 times a day!" or whatever.
I only ignored her once yesterday,doesn't have to make a big deal. Anyway,what kel said was more amusing thats why I laughed. And I can't listen to two people at once.
Haha,what kel said involved something being tight or something,something perverted...Haha,Kel and me always say stuff like that to laugh.
And right now... I'm listening to Sum 41- Pieces and now...Greenday - When I Come around.
I felt neglected three days ago (Monday).
Yeah,it sucks being neglected...It doesn't really matter now does it? Nothing does. I need to get offline so I don't make anyone else crazy too...
So yeah...I'll still post but you'll probably won't get to talk to me unless it's friday...or saturday in the morning. I don't feel as though I need to go online anyway...except a couple things...
To tell you the truth....I'll only be one 3 times on a month,or less now. So I suggest you stop reading my stupid entries and move on with your life.
Good luck! I really mean it.
*beep,beep,beep*
hu---...
I'm going to make a zanga...maybe.
*5 minutes later*
Ok,much better.
Pstt, this is stupid...it feels as though I'm writing to myself. Haha. I'll probably re-read it and then delete it afterwards.
So anyway,I'll just post who I like on here.
Kel
Nikki
Lou
Jon
Yeah,I'm a loser. And none of you are #1 ! Your all the same, best buds! Haha,I sound like a man right now... why must I feel like one too?! D:
I wonder...*checks if she grew a manhood* Nope! Good...the potion hasn't taken effect...
Lou! Your potion better be worth what I paid!
Because...I need it....eh Kel? *wink,wink*
Nah,if that happened I'll have my lesbian lover nikki there....*evil grin* But I guess I'm not a female anymore...maybe she won't like me!?! D: I'll make her....not....XD
Haha,Glad I'm not mutated or anything....like having that thing a guy does...
And yeah,I was really serious about the online thing... I won't be on much.
So...yeah,if you really want to talk to me. Mail me on gaia or wait for every Friday or Saturday...but I might not want to talk to you. XP
Tan
posted by Chii_chu @ 9:52 PM
2 Comments:
At 8:28 AM,
Anonymous said…
Hello Woman!
T_T WHAT?! wwhhyy?! i like you being on line. Your like the only person to really talk to. Unless you think talking to Omar is fun. *eyeroll* I'll just see you at school the next day. xP Tricky!! hehe..
Awwhhh... imyour lezbian lover? Awhh how cute. well.. you know.. if your a man ill like you even more. xPPPPP
Bye Bye.
At 5:06 PM,
Anonymous said…
AH! If you was a..man..we could do fun...things *eyeshiffty-ness..ness*
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